Always,
Known in,
All my time,
A little left of center now,
Reflect as I realize,
That all I need is to find,
The middle pillar path to sit,
Like the sun by a star in the sky and just be,
Sinners,
Casting stones at me.
I stand not crawling,
Not falling down,
I bleed,
The demons,
That drag me down,
I stand for nothing,
Not crawling the center,
Not falling down of calms within the eye,
I’ll bleed for no one,
The demons but myself,
That pull me down for me and no one else.
Goodbye,
Sunshine,
I’ve put it out again sad,
I’m over,
Personalities,
Conflicting,
I don’t need you,
Or anyone,
But me,
I’ll just be,
Living my own life,
I feel my glowing center grow,
Infecting I feel alive
Shovel dirt over lime,
Plant it in myself to sit like
A seed under covers of Earth and just be,
Sinners,
Pointing fingers at me.
I stand for nothing,
Not crawling by myself,
Not falling down,
I bleed for no one,
The demons but myself,
That drag me down,
I stand for nothing,
Not crawling the center,
Not falling down of calms within the eye,
I’ll bleed for no one,
The demons but myself,
That pull me down for me and no one else.
Come play kill,
Refuse my body,
Refuse my shadow,
Stone cold will,
Refuse to lead this,
Refuse to follow,
Bitter pills,
Refuse to feed this,
Refuse to swallow,
I’m fueled godless,
Come play,
Come play,
Kill just be,
Just be.
I stand for nothing,
Not crawling by myself,
Not falling down,
I bleed for no one,
The demons but myself,
That drag me down,
I stand for nothing,
Not crawling the center,
Not falling down of calms within the eye,
I’ll bleed for no one,
The demons but myself,
That pull me down for me and no one else.